RHYMES WITH CORN AND TUB, OPPOSITE OF BIG AND BETWEEN 68-70
ZELLEN AIN'T A FELON
just looky at my facebook page......
steven, hey you, why the f*** you block my number from calling your home I ask you! is it because I told you too when we were young? sadly, i must say i turned my life upside down, valentina.zelin.88 @ google's g m a i l com aka valentina zellen facebook has entered first time into the porn industry as a amatuer of dane jones dot come small 69 dot com and via porn hub dot com. orginally, i believed her to be in russia awaiting assistance to come to america to be with me. then, one day at the hyannis post office, there she was ahead of me. i turned her away not in disgust at her, but at myself? it was also my behavior aka acting to push her away for there was much illegal drug activity in my neighborhood and i did not wish for her to experience first hand or fall victim to heroin dealers. we spoke of our pasts via email and i told her implicitly not to be involved with the porn industry, it wrecked my first marriage. i remember calling myself a fucking whore outloud and mistakenly she became one for staring in a adult movie sadly, she may have mistaken my assisting law enforcement for myself being in gay porn *(and I'm not) i heard her in my own mind tell me "I'm going to make a porn" and i thought it s just my imagination, a worst case scenario, my own inner acting of a scenario of life i could not wish upon anyone and the reality is, she went and did it, i am disgusted at her and myself but i beg forgiveness by god yesterday and for her too. if only i have the chance to be with her face to face again here on cape cod. is it true she resides at churchbell apartments or the place next door, the blue buliding on main street. how needle eye i was sky high tall when i walked by there today. let go and let god you are so fortunate to have a wife and child steve...william